Please don't accept the holiday melancholy
Hold that urge to drown it with the fluid, holy
I know, like many with me, the strength of putting the strains only
I for one thou don't use that method
I dig deep inside to survive
To see a hope I deprive my senses of total honesty
One would say that’s not good, I stay alive
One would say don’t live in a zone so moody
Well! You are welcome to change with me
To fail has been a normality of living
Success is something else, I don't know
Holding it up for me is when I’m not crying
Epidemic misjudgment around me holds a claw
The fanfare is there to capture, mine is untuned
Did ask the trumpet man if he could wiggle it a bit
He told me to stand in line, the one where the happiest person was bulimic
I did not argue, I argue the normality in this for all to be seen
At least I got a place, which is something enough for me to be keen
Summer is over now the part when we kill ourselves is closing in
More exact then a submarine radar, how many will not sing, again
This the picture my eyes gives me, remember I restrain my honesty
Future is only something a minute later, mathematic crap really
Applause! Made it thru another writing-bug, well wait patiently for the next story.
Man a dead again cyant trace the happy stream dis time
man dead again, single, gal a run out pon mi dis time
I am dead sad lonely and captured in dis time
hit me hit me say it aint working like dat
throw back in time and sort di shit out
i gave it all, thought I did
the shit lid
wrong here, argue there, missunderstanding somewhere
I aint use the word fuck it nah work like dat
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so much for the poetry, life sucks and I KNOW IT FOR LONG
probably what needs to be done is a total refurb
*My head - ebay at starting bid 500 0000 0000 (it still work, with some flaws)
*Upper body - give away to anyone who want a taned body in the livingroom
*Legs - I give zlatan a call to see if he needs it at all, if not I give them to nike, feets included ( shoestesting)
And now for the fun part..........music with a undertone (jingle bells music lurking in the back)
(verse 1)
Looking thru the photos
with the gun hold to my head
mermories flashing past
will the sadness stop at last?
Will the phone ever ring
does the world accept me now
I don't see it happen
becouse im deep in the shadow
(chorus)
Single cell single cell
life of a loners day
so much fun to wake today
with games my mind do play
single cell single cell
life of a loners day
do not hestitate to hit ones
I wont feel, the pain will bounce
(verse 2)
Do not judge me yet
I thought you give me that
life what not my thing
so i paint it all with black
the worst trick done on me
in my mirror I was happy
but world thats inside there
dont reflect back to the one over here
(chorus 2x)
Single cell single cell
life of a loners day
so much fun to wake today
with games my mind do play
single cell single cell
life of a loners day
do not hestitate to hit ones
I wont feel, the pain will bounce
and the music with a broken flame fade away with the wind...Im still here